| | Re: I just want to know if she even misses me at all
Thanks for the advice and discourse here, everyone. It's really helped. Since I made this thread, I think I have turned a corner. I am in IC, I am exercising and doing all the things I should. My counselor says I'm doing extremely well considering what I've gone through and that it's only been 3 months.
My focus has now shifted to where I do not think about her all the time, not even every day now. I can now imagine life without her and have identified things that are better now without her.
Up until about the time I made this thread, I would say that if she were to say she wanted to come back, I would take her, then I said I would have to think about it, but take her back. Now I don't believe I would take her back. I'm pretty much at "Here's a quarter, call someone who cares."
It helps that I have the attention of a few other females now (not getting into anything committed), I got a new job that pays 50% more than my old one, and the IC is helping in all sorts of other ways I didn't even intend, much more than just getting over a dead relationship.
So, things are looking up. I hope it continues.