__ Find someone else who will offer you that love you really deserved!
Geezz!! So, new guy just stood me up for our date. Not even a goddamn phone call probably because he still doesn't have any call or text credit. Oh well.. It's not like it's gonna weigh me down. In fact, I'm taking it as a positive sign that maybe just maybe this is already divine intervention.
Before I met my husband, I dated like a hundred men (fyi, dating in my culture doesn't mean having sex, because I don't want to sound like a **** here). Well, I would say that I never had any connection with any of those men, here is partial list: drug user, drug dealer, alcoholic, poor hygiene, racist, 1 foot shorter than me, gambler, drunk driver, unemployed for years, and dozen misers, etc.. So, when I met my husband, it's not just that there's nothing wrong with him, but he's just perfect. We had absolutely good chemistry, amazing sex, we're intellectually compatible,...
Now, it seems like I'm stuck with these kind again and since I'm doing statistics for a living, I know that by sheer probability theory, it might take me at least another hundred men before I'll find someone whom I can like.
Honestly, I think it's still easier to get my husband back than to date another hundred losers where I might end up being raped or killed. Just being logical about the whole thing.