needmorecare

Exactly I am also sailing in the same boat. He is very good to every one , wonderful father and he was a wonder fiance... after I gave birth to 2 kids... when i need more care more love understand me .. i am also suffereing from postpartum depression.. he is not responsive.. when ever I cry i want him to come to me and hug and comfort.. he never does that.. infact he will treat me as if I am mentally upset..... that is making me more emotionally upset... i have a infant of 4 months to care of.. lot of physical stress.. cannot share with my mom as she is diabetic.. dont want to go out of marraige as I am God fearing... no answer.. cannot go for sucide as I ahve very young kids below 2 yrs age.... I am not happy with a very good person but not an understanding husband.. i need a friend... who hugs me comfort me .. understand me .. counsel me.. help me... hmmm no words.. My husband comes from office.. sits infront of computer watches movies .. news.. etc.. I cried and tried to expain him abt my condition.. he says.. he doesn't want to leave me .. he need this marraige kids .. I AM NOT HAPPY................ is this life worth living with him. After all iam also a human being.... iam not a machine to produce kids for his joy and meant to prepare food for his wellness.. etc...