Originally Posted by tmiller632019
I know it is my fault for the way she feels.
No. How she feels is NOT your fault. Feelings are not anyone's fault, they just are. You are responsible for your ACTIONS, and your actions may affect her, but what she does with her feelings is all on her.
And WHY did you show this to her?!?!
You really need some IC. Get yourself OUT of this funk, then you can deal with your relationship. The fact SHE cheated and the fact your marriage sucked prior are TWO TOTALLY SEPARATE THINGS that need to be worked on.