stevewsc

well i called the wife today to see about getting my daughter. it was my scheduled night but she said she didnt want to come. so i am not going to make her. jennifer said they are going to stay at pam's at the lake tonight and they are going tot he movies tomorrow morning. but here is my thing. she said she told shawn last week to not call her no more. do i believe her? no. she said she got a new cell and number. now why would she do that if she had nothing to hide? we talked about my step son. she said he cried for 30 minutes after they left daycare that day. the other thing she said she had a copy of the email i sent her sister through myspace. she lied about it. cause i deleted my profile just so her sister couldnt read it. so i caught her in that lie. so how the heck do i know she is telling the truth about shawn? she left and i went to the house a little bit ago. there was a shirt in the dirty clother. a dress shirt. not mine and way bigger on me. probibly his. so i dont know if its from before or what. i asked her if she wanted to cook steaks at the house tomorrow when they got home and she said i will think about it. man i am so lost. i asked her to call when they got there and here it is 844 and she hasnt called yet. this trust issue is killing me. knowing he is down there and she is too kills me. i would bet that pam is going to have a party tonight and my kids are staying at her parents. well i just called her. she is at pam's house. woohoooo. the kids are their too. maybe she is done with him. i dont know. all i hope is i get to go home and cook for my family tomorrow at my house.