Re: Feeling hollow inside
FOr me I had lost my trust in her, and I wanted to cheat on her back. I knew that I would hold mistakes against her and that we'd both be unhappy and I didn't want to be one of those couples who just stayed together for the baby. Because I didn't want to cheat deep down and knew it would change me as a person, and because how I viewed her would never be fix because of the life we gotten ourselves into. I didn't want to worry nor was it fair to not be able to give her a second chance. We both had a second chance due to the divorce.
draconis
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