Originally Posted by PurpleTurtle80
I've thought about if I had another vehicle I would go visit my ex. but honestly I would chicken out.
I am asking you this the kindest way I know how. I know it will sound cruel, or that I'm kicking you when you're down. But that is not how I operate.
You've admitted you have a powerful compulsion when it comes to messaging your ex. Your husband hates your ex and you know he'd hate your texting him. You also know it's wrong to text him because he's married and has a new baby.
You've progressed from messaging to sexting. You say that you try very hard to stop but you find it almost impossible. From your many threads, I gather that it is a powerful compulsion bordering on an addiction.
But you'd chicken out if you had a car and you wouldn't meet up with him to have sex.
I apologize in advance for saying this, but this strains all credulity.