You're 35, you're incredibly young to have a child! BUT -- AlreadyGone is right, you both need to be on board with this.
If you are constantly angry, it's a sign that you have not accepted this situation. So you guys need to hash it out -- does he realize how much you want his child? Secondly, you need to decide if it's worth leaving your marriage over. Ignoring the anger is probably the worst option you could choose, although people do it every day
