mollymalone I say a limilar thing to your;
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if only i could just wake up one day and just get over it!
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Mine goes; "I sometimes wish for a head injury to magically errase all the stuff i can't forget on my own", I'm a sport bike rider and so it could happen one day.
I think that feeling of dread you feel is normal for someone who has placed their future happiness, life and family in the hands of a liar and/or a cheat.
You said it was all a big wake-up call for the both of you. Does this mean that you discovered things that you were/might have been doing wrong as well? Maybe stuff that may have lead to your husbands wrong doings?
I know that a lot of what I do against my Wife or the messed up things I plan on doing against her is as a direct result of her actions and failure to correct them or her just plain "I don't care" attitude towards my feelings and needs. My actions stem from my resentment and loss of compassion towards a person that in my mind deserves exactly what she gives to me in return.