frustratedinphx

I once actually had a dream that he was gay and we talked about it- he laughed. I'm pretty sure he's not gay though. He's a self-proclaimed "boob man" and likes to play around with parts of my anatomy but just isn't really interested in committing the time for anything more. A few months ago tried to log into his computer to find recent pics from a family vacation to send to friends (honest- I swear I wasn't snooping) and accidentally found a gang bang video in the same application. At the time I remember being more relieved that at least he wasn't just not interested in sex at all, but I couldn't really tell how long it had been there. Though I was a little hurt that he'd rather have a video than me, but he used to collect magazines before I was in the picture so it wasn't a shocker or anything. I'd rather that than him being out there with God knows what else.