[QUOTE=Bottled Up;773151]The absolute first thing you need to do is read the book "awareness" by Anthony de mello. You need to change your thinking that you need people around you in order to be happy and that is absolutely not true. This book will open your eyes completely that you will actually awaken from your sleep and will find happiness in aloneness. I am dead serious, read this book now... You are in a perfect position to receive it's message and it will turn your world around. It can will even solve your depression issues if you really live by it.
You don't need anyone in your life to be happy, but you can enjoy people's company immensely. But you don't need them... And that's one of the things this book will teach you. Good luck.
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First off, I really sorry Lone Ranger....we share a lot of similarities so i feel greatly for your pain. Depression is an awful illness to deal with. I'm praying for you.
Bottledup...did that book really help you? I was looking it up and found it interesting. It got a lot of good reviews. I've just got suckered into buying so many self help books and half of them turned out to be either too boring or useless.
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