| | Re: Is it really over?
I hope you have been tested for STD's. You are in such major denial. Her actions show she has no respect for you whatsoever and sees you as a fool easy to manipulate. If you do not respect yourself then who will?
Renewing your vows is ludicrous. She clearly had no problem breaking her vows previously so what is the point in making new vows since they are meaningless to her? You really need to see a lawyer to understand all of your options. If the roles were reversed I doubt that she would be such a doormat as you have become. I do wish you luck because you will need it.