Originally Posted by lamaga
Actually, peoplesoft, you are not "trying your best to accept and forgive" -- in fact, you are not trying at all, because you are so sure that you are right.
I think you should let her go and find a more mature man.
thanks lamaga for the suggestion !
but i can't leave her as well. v r frm india a conservative place.
n i m worried wht c vl do after v r divorced. her family vl also be tensed. c is indepndent n can tk care of herself but i knw life vl nt be easy for her after that.
i also won't be able to live vdout her. i love her.
whn c is close to me i m ok n happy vd her. but whn c is away bad thoughts come to mind and i get depressed. bad thoughts like her happy moments vd x.
pls suggest how can i pull myself out from this ? appreciate your help.