I've realized my thoughts have not been on OW
I'm going through other things in my life right now that minimizes even thinking of OW. I'm not sure if this is a small sign of healing or I'm just mourning something else. It's been since early December that I found out about the OW although I first learned there may be an OW in November. My husband and I started reconsilstion communication back up again in November with him moving back in new years.
All sex between my husband and I is on hold for a while. He's not feeling up to it at all with all that's going on in our life right now. I'm actually feeling less drive too at least to take care of my self.
So I wonder if I'm starting to heal from OW. If it want for her I would not know anything happened.
Right now I'm more mourning losing my
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