Originally Posted by johnnycomelately
Feck me, you must have PTSD. Sorry dude.
PTSD and being on this site do not mix well. I know that soon after DDay I would not have had the psychological fortitude to come to this site. Two years of therapy made it possible for me to attain it.
Today watching the video would still sting, but it would not have the same emotional impact on me that it had on DDay. I've learned a lot since then, especially about her tragic rape, and her broken psyche, how it lead her to almost doing herself in, and seeing her from a distance while she was briefly institutionalized. A brief wave of sadness would probably be my only emotional response.