trish_n_s

I didn't always think he was a jerk, other wise I wouldn't have married him. I'll admit we had a rough first year of marriage and it had it's ups and downs. When I found out about his porn addiction I realized we were getting along because he wasn't actively looking at porn. When he was looking at porn we weren't getting along. He's been really honest with me about the whole addiction thing. He hasn't done anything for about 6 months now. It still seems like he gets really angry at me. He's really stubborn and it seems like he doesn't want to change anything. He wants me to change everything for him but he won't compromise with me... I went to my parents for the weekend with my son. I told him before hand I was going to go and he didn't even care. It sometimes seems like it'd be easier to live my life without him. He doesn't seem to want me around anyways.