troubledandneedadvice

yes i do have low self esteem. Very low. I always saw myself as an independent happy smart girl full of life until I got with him. Now i think im the complete opposite. He has braught my self esteem down a lot. He doesn't try to help me out at all, he says im always *****ing about how i want him to watch our baby and get off the computer or about what he needs to do. So now i dont ask him for help. He has defenetly changed who I am now. I cry sometimes because things have changed so much. This isnt the marriage i ever saw myself in. I am never happy with him unless hes in a good mood. He never takes me out, maybe only to fast food and thats it. He never gets me any gifts not for my birthday, mothers day. He did get me a rose for valantines day but that was only because i kept telling him that I love roses, and for xmas, he got me an expensive perfume that i told him my dad got my mom and she always wore it. He didnt take the time to buy me anything. He just picked it out because i had mentioned it. I always go above and beyond for him. I save up money and buy him a nice gift for every occasion. But now that he stopped, i didnt buy anything for his bday, for valantines day, nor will i for fathers day.