JustMe

Hey Steve,
Sorry I haven't replied in a while...I too, think she's playing you. The major cues to this for me are: She takes your heartfelt and thoughtful cards and letters and shows them to others in a mocking fashion. Not to mention the whole other guy thing! I know you love those kids, and nothing will change that, but I really think it's time you stop thinking of your "relationship" with her as a romantic one. Believe me, I know that is MUCH easier said than done, but she's been ripping your heart out slowly for, how long now??
I hope you know by now that I'd never mean to hurt your feelings, but, honey, you've been trying SO hard and all she does is string you along, or throw it in your face! Is that really what you want to spend the rest of your life with? Are you looking at her as the girl you first met/fell in love with, or are you able to step back a bit and really look closely at who she is? I'm not trying to be harsh, I just hate seeing you hurt by her over and over again.

Keep hanging in there, and keep me posted.
~Sarah