happyman64

Standing,

Getting out of your quicksand is a conscious decision on your part.

You handled yourself so well!!! Be proud of yourself.

You should have left your hubby in jail to ponder his behavior a little longer.

You seem to have cleaned up the mess very well. Do not stop your forward momentum and clean yourself up too.

I hope you do not continue your marriage with one foot out the door in the future. You are only cheating yourself and robbing your own marriage.

Quit thedrinking 100%.
Go see an IC to work out your feelings for yourself.
Love your kids 110% because they need it and deserve it.

I hope your husband truly deserves the gift of reconciliation. I hope he shows you his love everyday.

And I hope you get to a place in your life where you feel he is deserving of you again....

Thanks for your great post and story. Do not ever change you because you are awesome!!!

HM64