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ABeautifulDisaster · 06-09-2012, 02:41 AM

I had no idea the vast pit of darkness depression truly was. I too felt like people just needed the mindset of "Suck It Up Sunshine" and move on. My first marriage was slammed by depression. At the time I had no clue what it was and my XH had a clue but would not take anything at all that helped and self medicated himself into oblivion.

My second marriage (oh yeah I am a two time offender) was ME being the depressed one. Me self medicating. ME. Wow I must say that to actually experience first hand what I never truly understood was both eye opening and karma at it's finest. My husband had no patience of understanding of it either. We were not even married two years.

Don't even really know where I am going with this. I guess I can say I understand your apology. I could of written that. Instead I said it to my first husband but I am sure at this point it didn't matter but to me it did. Good luck.

06-09-2012, 02:41 AM	#6 (permalink)
ABeautifulDisaster Registered User Join Date: May 2012 Posts: 17	Re: An Open Apology... I had no idea the vast pit of darkness depression truly was. I too felt like people just needed the mindset of "Suck It Up Sunshine" and move on. My first marriage was slammed by depression. At the time I had no clue what it was and my XH had a clue but would not take anything at all that helped and self medicated himself into oblivion. My second marriage (oh yeah I am a two time offender) was ME being the depressed one. Me self medicating. ME. Wow I must say that to actually experience first hand what I never truly understood was both eye opening and karma at it's finest. My husband had no patience of understanding of it either. We were not even married two years. Don't even really know where I am going with this. I guess I can say I understand your apology. I could of written that. Instead I said it to my first husband but I am sure at this point it didn't matter but to me it did. Good luck.