sarins

I've been with my now husband for 10+ years. We have a daughter together. We broke up twice before we were married. My husband is a nice gentle guy.. The down side My husband is so self involved. I am a bundle of energy who is up early to get all the days stuff achieved. He has only been ever concerned with work. He loves starting new businesses. He loves trying new projects. So for many years I blamed his business on our love life that doesn't exsist. I've went threw many losses this year and in the past alone because he has been too busy. (My sisters death, major surgery, not being able to conceive) we have a none exsistant sex life and really has been this way for many years. He just isn't interested. He now has a job that requires little of his time. Great, I am thinking he will be able to be more focused on home and I .... Nothing has changed. I am not a grouch, I am attractive and I am not lazy. I work part time and am a full time mom and wife. I am caring and giving and really have tried. My Bible and heart don't believe in divorce. I love our daughter too much but I am very sad. I need Your Help. He just seems to busy in his mind to even get the whole picture. I am deeply grieved because I want more children. I am 30 now and cannot help but think we might if we made love.
P.S. I don't really receive gifts( Christmas, Bdays) . I used to plan romantic getaways and suppers and am tired of doing so. Money is not a issue.