whathappens13579

Hi, my name is Joe, I'm a 17 year old with a beautiful girlfriend. I am in love with her.

We currently are long distance because she moved away. We text and talk on the phone every night and its very hard because we are so young.

I have a very disturbing question. I have looked it up everywhere on the internet and it doesnt seem to be found..

I want to know what's the point of love if when I die, I will never see this girl again. If I marry a woman, and I spend 50+ years with her.. what happens when she dies and I'm alone and thats, that. I wont ever get to see her beautiful face or hold her in my arms. she doesnt exist anymore..

I could spend my whole life with a girl and in the end, we will never be together. nothing matters.

This question is driving me too the extreme.. I think I need some sleep but being with a woman and knowing its for nothing but this life.. that does me no good. Waking up and knowing shes gone forever.. I dont think I can handle that.

Where the **** are you god, wheres your promise to us, i dont want to live in the dark. Why cant you just let us know theirs a forever. Your book means nothing to me, i want your real word. Not this symbolic ****, and the crosses and the church. I want you to tell me.