swedish

I don't think it's wrong to have those feelings, especially if you are feeling that she doesn't get how deeply she has hurt you. However, acting on those feelings will only make your situation worse. What may help you is to focus on yourself, whether it's how you dress, exercise, etc. The better you take care of yourself the better you will feel and it also has the benefit of being an attractive trait, especially if it helps you to believe that there most likely is someone out there that appreciates you!