Originally Posted by lamaga
Blue, I think you know that I am quite fond of you, so I hope you take this in the friendly spirit in which it is intended.
You've posted on quite a few different threads, but putting things together, what struck me was that he wanted you to go with him. Right? And you did not, for various reasons that I'm sure are valid, and then you talked a lot about needing a new "toy".
Is it possible that he feels like you don't care about him or value him as a person, but you just want the sex? That could explain the no sex last night, if he feels like he's easily replaceable by a "toy".
Just thinking, I might be way out in left field.
One other thing that I forget to comment on. I did want to go with him, but I was queationing why he wanted me to go with him so badly this time. Because hes traveled befroe and always acted like he couldn't wait to get away and didn't keep much in contact. Sure he did call me everyday, but it wasn't the kinds of calls I'm getting from him this time. This time his calls are that he is so lonely and he misses me so much. I miss him too more than I ever did when ever he traveled before.
I was afraid that maybe he was having flash backs to our seperation or that he didn't trust me.