believer

Hi Cooper - haven't been on line in awhile & wanted to check in & see how things are going.
Things on my end are not so good as of Sunday. My husband & I are currently seperated but he was over for mothers day. His wallet was on the counter so I was tempted to snoop. I found a receipt for $100++ dinner a few weeks ago & it wasn't with me. He is always telling me how much he misses me & wants to be home again (he's been out only a month so far). But obviously - he's getting some other company. My heart sank when I found this receipt. As you mentioned before, a part of you doesn't want to know the truth but another doesn't want to continue to live a lie.
I have considered confronting him about it to see what he says but hardly expect a truthful answer.
I am thinking that was the last straw for me, that he can't even give our 6 month trial seperation time to see what happens. I had been having hope all along that he had changed & really wanted to make this work. But finding that receipt was yet another sign to me that I don't know him & find it so hard to think he is capable of hurting me again. Of course, he figures I won't find out about it - so in his mind it makes it OK.
Anyways - wanted to see how you were doing -will keep you posted what happens with me.