Believe me, there is no way we could survive on X-30% and in our circumstances there is no way to supplement it. If there was, I wouldn't be writing here but getting ready to move the house.
The pros of this job is that he would do more things that he likes to do. And as much I'd love him to do it, I just can't see how could we afford to pay the rent, bills or event to eat if he did.
I'm really stressed and sad but it's really not my fault... but it feels like it... or he makes me feel as if it was...

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