| | Re: One of those days..or should I say the whole week..ugh
It stinks. Hang in there and you are not at the breaking point yet. I am not either and it stinks because we feel like we are stuck. Justified in leaving but there is so much that keeps us in the marriage, kids, money, love, memories, hope, etc and they all get jumbled up with hate, I wish she would just die, the pain, etc. And it sucks. I had thoughts that if she got into an car accident and got killed I would be better off. Might sound stupid but it would be alot easier and I would be forced to move on.
This kind of cosmic dumbassery occupies a temporal plane of ineptitude and lack of reason so profound a Zen master could spend a lifetime meditating upon its philosophical consequences.”