cantmove

Saw my lawyer today. It's all back on. We may even be able to get back the same court date. I was worried about my leverage with affair since I took him back but lawyer said with his history if it goes before a judge he will still fry if he figths me.

I'm a little worried that he may fight me about custody. I feel like he is trying to set me up. He's saying I'm crazy and irrational because I drove by ow's house. Also when ow was screaming at me Monday she said I was using my son to get my husband back and that I was sick and twisted b/c I have been making my son sleep with me.

Just for the record my son has asked to sleep with me most of the time since h left three months ago. I haven't had the heart to say no because I know he is hurting and he won't talk about it.

Anyway I now truly know that I did nothing wrong. He was looking for an excuse to run back to her and I gave it to him. I'm trying to look at it like a blessing, now I can't waist anymore of my life on a man that doesn't deserve it.