Re: I was not looking...
It is dangerous territory. Risky in terms of my marriage. But there is risk on the other side too - risk of walking away from something potentially very meaningful. Am I supposed to put marriage ahead of consciousness, happiness, and fulfillment? Before I met this other woman, I kind of knew I was compromising in some ways - but I had basically just resigned myself to it. I had no intention of ever seeking anything else.
I have never believed in "fate" or "meant to be" or "soulmates"... but there is something profound about my connection with this woman. It's not something I can put into words. How can I put something into words that I have never experienced and never believed to be possible?
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