| | Re: This is How I feel Honestly..
If your view of marriage is as you state, your marriage is not fine. You're living a lie, afterall.
There are people who share a lot of views that are negative and angry and unenlightened (PS -- you may be 25 but you still have a child portion of you -- everyone does) and bitter. There are also groups of people who feel that sex with children is acceptable. Does the number who share the view make the view any more correct?
And who are you to decide that growth in general is not worthwhile? Further, since many people believe that God is the source of power and strength behind marriage and that marriage is a tool for growth, how can you argue that it is invalid? So what if people die? We have to live within the constraints we are given. Marriage never promised immortality so what does that have to do with the price of anything, anywhere?
Why did you get married? What were your vows?