| | Re: This is How I feel Honestly..
I'm sorry but I have to wonder what medication you should be taking that you are not.
If you don't like risk, you might as well kill yourself right now. Life is risk. Marriage is risk. I can't think of a sure thing other than the inevitability of death. But death's inevitability in no way negates the potential for goodness in life. If you think trust = guarantee, you're nuts. If you think that trust means your spouse can't make a mistake or that you yourself can't make a mistake, you're nuts. Nobody but nobody here is saying that trust = perfection or that people are perfect.
I really don't know what you're going on about. Here's some advice : Use paragraphs.
I'd still love to know what vows you took. I'm guessing they make you a liar.