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BronteVillette · 07-03-2012, 10:24 PM

Hadn't heard from him for a while now. Tonight I get this text:

"The moon is beautiful tonight." (It's a full moon)

So, I ignore it. Then another:

"Sorry so late. I was just thinking of about you & wondering if you are doing ok." (It was only around 10:30pm)

What is he up to?

I wanted to respond soooo badly, but I am trying to hold strong. I'm doing NC because every time I do respond, I'm left feeling empty and disappointed. So, why does it feel like I'm playing games?

I'm still in love and he is not. I know he's serious with the OW (it's been ten months) and I fluctuate from burst of scary angry (but mostly directed at the OW) to extremely depressed and hopeless. Not responding is the right thing, right?

Ugh! I hate feeling like this all the time. It's been almost an hour now from that last text. I can't stop obsessing! When does it end?

07-03-2012, 10:24 PM	#1 (permalink)
BronteVillette Member Join Date: Jun 2012 Posts: 81	No Contact is So Difficult Hadn't heard from him for a while now. Tonight I get this text: "The moon is beautiful tonight." (It's a full moon) So, I ignore it. Then another: "Sorry so late. I was just thinking of about you & wondering if you are doing ok." (It was only around 10:30pm) What is he up to? I wanted to respond soooo badly, but I am trying to hold strong. I'm doing NC because every time I do respond, I'm left feeling empty and disappointed. So, why does it feel like I'm playing games? I'm still in love and he is not. I know he's serious with the OW (it's been ten months) and I fluctuate from burst of scary angry (but mostly directed at the OW) to extremely depressed and hopeless. Not responding is the right thing, right? Ugh! I hate feeling like this all the time. It's been almost an hour now from that last text. I can't stop obsessing! When does it end?