Honeystly

Yes, I absolutely agree with you. If it wasn't the case he wouldn't be allowed to come over my place to hang with the kids while I'm at work, and honestly, I would have packed my **** up and gone back to the US already. It has been very hard lately and any time the thought of moving crosses my mind I just think, no, my kids need their dad. So I have no vindictive motives, I try to do my best working with him (even if it means I have to text about the kids and he doesn't answer). I refuse to be a doormat though. I'd like to kill him a lot of times, but I don't, because it's not good for the kids to have their parents fight. So we never do. Except for my venting texts. I don't care if it solves nothing, it makes me feel better. It's my 'journaling', hahhaha. He did this s*hit to me, he can read about it. I obviously don't expect an answer for those texts, those are purely monologues in nature. But it does get to me when he doesn't text back about the kids.