| | Re: I want to die right now
I am not necessarily trying to glorify the OM, like I said, I do not miss him or want him back in my life at all. But being in that "relationship" helped me achieve my first orgasm. I've read books, all over the internet, asked other people, and no matter what couldn't achieve it. I gave up and tried to just relax... nope.
I definitely believe there was too little communication about why our sex life (to me only) was bad. I always thought I was broken... I couldn't orgasm and everything down there hurts so bad... but then like I said, I found those pills and that cleared the pain/irritation down there and now I can achieve the big O. I guess I just didn't want to hurt his man ego :/