justean

hi, im new to this, needing some comfort myself. ppl can fire as much advise as they like but we only have ourselves to nurture . my husband had a one night stand several weeks ago. i have two children and dont know where to turn. A bit like you. but either way, life is still for living - dont take that away from your children or from yourself.as for the medication - i only take what i need to take. and if the effects of your medication far out reach the benefits then go back to your doctor to review them.
your feeling empty because life has once again thrown a spanner in the works. i have looked at a few of these threads and they are good to read. makes you feel that you are normal, even when empty. one thing i do say is trust your instincts, they usually are right. but like a few threads suggest its what you want to do in the end. it is very difficult. but in my relationship for now, my husband wants us back together - but its me that needs some time. im out with friends and smiling again. im not sure if i love my husband n e more. but you can rebuild that to. it just takes time. justean