| | Re: What do you want to REALLY tell your ex?
Dear H -
I am disappointed that you loved me enough to marry me, and stay with me during the 2 years of the recurrence of my alcoholism (which you know I profoundly regret and am deeply remorseful for), but not enough to stay with me when I finally re-committed to my recovery, am getting better and needed you the most. I am disappointed that you left me and broke my heart. I am sad that the man who was so sure we were soul mates does not want to try harder to save the marriage, and cares so little for upholding our our marriage vows. I know that I hurt you, but am sick and tired of your abandonment rejection, distancing and indecision. I am doing my best to make amends, forgive myself, and carry on with building a happier, healthier life. But I miss you every day, and long for you to have a change of heart and give us another chance. I am scared that there will never be another man I could ever love as much as I have loved and still love you.