endoftheroad

BTW, moms yard work now mine since father passed a few months back. Try to help her where I can. This all started with my father getting sick, and her not being there for me during this time.
Water a month passed I couldn't take it anymore, and finally asked if she still loved and wanted me here. She couldn't say yes, so I left. I am home again, but as she puts it " only for the kids, and the counselor said if your not abusive or selling drugs ee should try to work it out" but she has not tried to hide the fact that she still doesn't care. And isn't happy being with me.
I want her to see the grass isn't greener on the other side. But her and my girls are all I really care about in this world and i was ready to do whatever I had to do to make it work.
She just doesn't seem at all interested in trying. Only to give the kids the appearance that their parents are still together.
My head is in so many different places right now. So sorry if I am not making a lot of sense. I just need to get this out of me before it kills me.
As much as I would love to think we got a chance, I am slowly comming to the realization that she is done with me. And seeing people I know with failed marriages, with good reason, it pains me to see something worth fighting for go to ****. As if I was that abusive guy.
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