| | He turned the knife, poured the salt... and we are just getting started...
In a nutshell.... I swear I dont know how im going to get through this... sorry in advance for the rant...
we havent filed, living together... he is waiting for $to move out, (maybe 2 months or less) but every third sentence of every conversation, is him reminding me hes "divorcing my ass"
and "he isnt going to be alone for long" (different colorful variations, of course)
We have 4 kids, Im 42 and can no longer have children... and hes had a vasectomy -
Today's gem was: He "will be getting married with someone younger with no kids", he has "looked into the cost of reversing his procedure, because she will want kids" and he plans on "having 2 more kids a boy and a girl" "what are you gonna be doing???" to which i lamely replied "not much" while in shock.
What do you say to something like that? OMG!!! the wave of pain... he sleeps like a champ at night - no remorse, no worries i cant sleep or eat. Everything is just going great for him, my world just sucks..... and THIS is the beginning ?!?
I cant begin to tell you all the different ways the thought of him having sex with someone else, seeing him with someone else, having kids with someone else, is making me physically ill.
All I can think of is this nice crappy pathetic life i have to look forward to, while hes gonna be having the time of his life.