| | Re: Complex Circumstances
I think you need to step back and go take some time off of work and take a vaction. Get away (alone) from the day to day and clear your head.
As far as your wife goes you lied to her. The deciet your created was not of her own design, it was your choice to go behind her back and bang her friend....all the while you could have banged her in front of your wife.....so bad on you bro...stop blaming your chick for "designing" the affair.
Guilts a b**ch, now you want to go off and find some old fling to make it worse. Dude you need to get away and figure your own crap out before you can figure out this messed up marriage.
I suggest some time away from everything and clear your head.