chocolateone

If I wasn't reading this for the 2nd time, I would think I had written it myself. I too have been married for 3 years; with my husband for 4 and we're having some of the same issues. I kinda feel like you too, I fought so much in the beginning to make things work out for us that now I don't have the heart to fight anymore. And part of that is the fear of being let down..........................again. I guess that wasn't much help for you but neway--follow your heart and if your heart isn't there you probably shouldn't be there either!! (It would be wonderful if I could take my own advice, huh?)