Originally Posted by needyForHelp

WEll I would say no sexual intimacy ..... She never does and I am convinced she never would perform oral on me, I love to perform oral and have tried many times but she doesn't let me do it ..... she would just close down and push me away or even just finish everything happening if she finds out I am trying to perform oral. Sometimes if I want to have sex but she doesn't want to have it and I am pushing it too much then she might perform HJ but only if I have a condom on or will keep tissues near by and then leave right after I ejaculated but still in Orgasm to wash room to wash her hands.

And in her mind the rule is if I have ejaculated ...... no matter how, the sex untill the next time (could be a week or even several weeks later) is over, that means there is no concept of having sex or any intimacy twice ....... if I manage to make her orgasm with hands ... then she won't let me touch her for a couple of minutes and then just lie down motion less for me to come over and get ejaculated in her ....... but obviously with atleast her shirt on and if I don't touch her anywhere especially her breasts.