| | Re: False alarm but he broke my heart again
Oh, AI, this just makes me cry. I can't imagine how scared and alone you must have felt. You have every right in the world to be angry at him!!! And nobody would blame you if what he did -- both in not helping you during the first call, then again by not taking your later call -- killed any last bit of love you had left.
I don't know what is the cause for his actions, but what counts is the way he's acting at this important time in his life, too -- he's about to become a father, and he's acting like an ass!! You need him, his baby needs him. He has not done anything lately to earn your continuing love, AI.
I'm curious -- what is it that you love about him? Are they qualities he showed a long time ago? What if that's not him anymore?
Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love. It will not lead you astray. -- Rumi