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I have asked him what he likes about it, he says he is curious and just wants to see different things and if he would want to try them. He also said he was seeing if there would be something he might think I would like. He doesn't always masterbate, now when he is away from me for work he does but we would have phone sex and sends pictures to each other to use so he wouldn't have to use porn so much. I don't have good self esteem and always feel like I am going to lose him, so I think in my mind he is wanting something different and might leave me cause he sees the women on there and want something more. I know I sound crazy just telling it all so maybe someone can give me some advice.