Pregnant and considering divorce
I really could use some advice. I am currently 5 1/2 mo pregnant with our second child and am seriously considering divorce. We have only been together 3 years and married since April. My husband is a narcissist to a t and always promises he will change the issues he needs to change but never does. Our relationship has been based on a lie since the beginning. He lied about still being married but they were in the midst of a divorce (I found out from his mother), I have caught him many times sexting other girls and trying to hookup with other women. He has caused me to go into major debt, which hasn't helped that I haven't been able to get a job in almost 3 yrs to try and get out of debt. Last year he started using cocaine and I had to find out after he pawned all my important stuff, from my best friend, that he was using, then he promised he would stop and a month later I caught him using again. He now has a drinking problem, which he doesn't think he does. He doesn't drink all the time but when he does he can't stop and drinks himself into oblivion. He gets verbally abusive when he is confronted about things and always blames me for the problems, that I keep bringing up the past, but it's not really the past for me because he continues to do it. I don't want our daughter and soon to be son to grow up the way his other 3 boys did with a bad father. There are so many other issues he has, but to many to post, I just don't know what to do anymore. He has flat out told me that there is nothing wrong with him. Oh and to top it off, I have the mother in law from hell that her baby can do know wrong, it's always the womans fault, I have had to hear from her how I am a mooch and need to get a job (even though I take care of 6 kids when his boys are with us) and I am no good, but to my face she acts like a saint... I am at my breaking point and could really use some good advice.