01-30-2010, 09:59 PM
Join Date: Jan 2010
| | Biggest Mistake of My Life!!!!!!
I cheated on my husband, really out of spite, because he always denied me of sexual intimacy. I'm a very attractive woman and I get alot of attention, but I also reject all day, but at the end of the night my own husband rejects me!! One night I took up an offer to go out, tried really hard to get intimate before I went out once again the same old " I'm tired " phrase. I went out had too much to drink, was really sad, and met this really nice lookin guy I used to work with and ignored, but did'nt ignore him that night. Went home with him, 3 weeks later confessed to my husband and God, and asked them both for forgiveness. Only god forgave me :`( we attended marriage counseling and he says he has forgivin me but in EVERY argument he manages to bring it up its been over a year now. I really don't think we should go on in this marriage, because the trust is out of the window. We have been married for 5 1/2 years now.