Re: Some one please read and help me I am out of options
I, too, wish you hadn't left, but you did, so just move forward, ok?
Regret is the main reason to be really sure you want to Plan B - if you DO go back to her and say you're sorry you did it, and you'll do anything she wants, just take you back...where does that get you? It gives her permission to cheat on you for the rest of your life.
Honestly, you don't want that, do you?
Sure you want her back, but not like this.
I wish I had better to say, but you can't control her, all you can do is carve a new way forward for yourself, hope she notices, and chooses you. If not, you're still carving a good way forward for yourself.