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I'm not yours anymore

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A voice ,barely heard, from an unknown country rips you apart. It cuts through the layers one by one. Paid for again ,and again, in tears, vomit and sleep deprived madness. The layers dropped or removed painfully until only your core remains.


Few people know you now. There are more battles to be fought and more pain to feel but with every skirmish you are stronger now. With each loss you are stronger.

The pain diminishes and it is quiet. There is nothing left you recognize. No comfortable familiarity to see the world from. No artifice or pretense to hide behind. You stand still, quiet, changed and secure.


There is no more hatred, aching pain or anger. What's left is feeling deep inside you. The memory of a love you believed would last. A distillation of all the love, pain, loneliness and your own failing false starts.

It is small and precious and part of you.


And then one day. You dance with a stranger laughing because your dancing.
 
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Happiness post D can be a reality.

Does the stranger have potential for another date?

Good luck
WD
Hey WD
No. That was the good bit. I was just dancing and laughing for the hell of it. She was attractive, young and interested but then so are the other women I am dating:)
Boom chika wow wow.

I posted this because in the darkest time it is hard to believe that there will ever be a time when the pain of infidelity or missing that person you loved does go away.

Hope it is rolling along for you too WD
 
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