Re: Synopsis & Update on ongoing? emotional affair
It's somewhere in the bedroom, I believe. It is upstairs, either our bedroom or our son's bedroom. The thing is, does it even matter? If she doesn't give it up willingly along with the passwords, what is the point? If I smash that one, she could easily just get another. It has to come from her. She has to give it up. We had that discussion last night. She needs to give up the phone, passwords, etc. She has to show transparency to build my trust back. Without her willing commitment to do that, the relationship will continue to spiral downhill. The good news is there isn't much hill left. This ride is about over, one way or the other. Either she turns around completely and obligates herself 100% to our marriage, or the big D is coming soon. Even if she turns around at this point, I don't know if either of us has enough gas to get back up that biiiiig hill.
I ironed one of my new shirts this morning. Funny how a new freshly pressed shirt can make a difference. I do feel uplifted. Wonder how much better it will feel when the new pants get back from the alterations? This shirt alone costs more than probably all or at least most of my other shirts in the closet combined. Original price anyway. I did get it all half off.