07-20-2011, 08:08 AM
Join Date: Jul 2011
| | Is this acceptable!?! Does it make it any better!?!
for those of you that dont know my story, A month ago I found out my bf had a One night stand with some girl he doesnt even know the name of. It happened over a year ago while I was pregnant with our 3rd child. I decided to forgive him and make things work. Since I forgave so quickly my emotions went backwards at first I felt compassion, then just recently I started to feel very angry and I found the reason was because I never really asked him any questions about that night and I need to get it off my chest.
Well he told me what happened and said that he and this girl started talking **** to each other and as he was leaving she followed him to the parking lot where they took it further and started to do the deed, he said he felt like **** immediately and that it maybe lasted 2 minutes when he stopped, got in his car and left. He came home and took a shower because he felt disgusted.
After hearing his story I felt better I had my questions answered but I also felt better about the ONS almost like it was better that he stopped and felt like **** instead of knowing he enjoyed it and was passionate with someone else. However, it still disgust me that he would even do something like that I mean who does that? but...I guess my question is why do I feel its more acceptable (but i know its not acceptable) instead of if it had been a heat of moment passion session...I dont understand my thought process sometimes...