11-09-2011, 06:31 AM
Join Date: Apr 2011
| | I feel pretty sure we are going to be better off without him but
my hurt and anger are still so raw.... for reasons I can't understand, after everything he has done to us, I still love him.
But I have to say, nobody is yelling at anyone at home... it was also like a battlefield with him *****ing and moaning and complaining constantly about someone or something, usually directed at me or the kids.
I often tried to defuse the situation, but it never helped... funny how I can get the kids to do what needs to be done without yelling and belittling them. (when HE is not here).
Will I ever stop hurting this much? He is being served today. I refuse to allow him to hurt us anymore with his open affair with another woman while we are still married.